Sooooo I went to a party last night with the best friend Kait! It was amazing, it was the first party I've drunk at and not 'secretly' so my brother or parents don't see. the last 2 parties i went to were at my house for my brother. but yes, this was the best party i've been to so far, met a couple new people, bonded with some people I already knew, sew it was good fun(:

It was fun drinking, but I wish I had more, I had one and a quarter bottles of madori, some jacks(?), Kahlua, and something else that was disgusting ;s ahah. Although the night was fabulously full of drunks, it was so fucking dramatic ahah, which was good, because I finally got told the truth, but the truth hurts sometimes, but my good mate Shaun had a nice talk to me and made sure I was okay, he's a really funny guy and he actually is so serious when somethings wrong, like he's been through it all, so he's good to talk to(: I reckon the scariest moment was when I was out the front of the house taking care of my best friend as she was crying and wanted to end it all, it made me so fucking sad too, I kept telling her she deserved the best and nothing less and the guy's that did her wrong deserve to die themselves, but in the end I didn't cry, i took care of her and kept a smile, i didn't need her to see me sad aswell, she needed me, so I was there, even when she randomly passed out and I grabbed her arm and made her throw her phone, eheh ;3 I loved spending the night with her, because I hadn't seen her in a little while/;  but it was good:3

The only parts I didn't like was well for one the drama, not having a smoke/; and tbh was getting a little bit annoyed at my brother hitting on every girl! ahah but yeah other than that it was a great night(:
Oh and Shaun randomly ran around slapping everyones ass's, seriously he slapped my ass so hard it bruised and he was hugging everyone hell hard, nearly popped a tit ;D ahahah good 'old Shaun! ahah best night of this year ;D

Can't wait for someone else to throw a fucking party with drinks ;D woohooooo♥

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Logaaannnn♥